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Every Moonbeam Every Feverdream

by Bears In Trees

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you’re eating soup with a fork want to talk but the speed of sound seems so much faster than before  i want to scream it’s not your fault but to frequent doubts screams are no plaster of that i’m sure  you said you want to stop blaming your parents  because they too are just products of how they were raised  and you want to stop blaming your self  it doesn’t help this idea of blame  and you scream how am i overflowing when i feel so empty  how am i overflowing when i feel so empty  i gently took your hand, we began to dance whilst crying a plenty  how am i overflowing when i feel so empty  you said you’re having one of those days, where you wish you didn’t have a body but my pupils reached out to what they see as starlit  you said once upon a time you were some sort of two ended candle but somewhere along the line you became melted wax on the carpet  it’s in the stillness we feel we hear. vibrations. now silent air. how am i overflowing when i feel so empty  how am i overflowing when i feel so empty  i gently took your hand, we began to dance whilst crying a plenty  how am i overflowing when i feel so empty  and as we continue to live we continue to die  but become formless waves roll freely over the steady tide took the bus into town looking out at windows as we drive past  think of the endless infinities tucked behind each glass  have they all screamed? have they all screamed? how am i overflowing when i feel so empty  how am i overflowing when i feel so empty  i gently took your hand, we began to dance whilst crying a plenty  how am i overflowing when i feel so empty 
2.
Kind Love 02:27
below, the misty sky rabbits running through your head need to concentrate on breathing and though, you need to cry you are lying on your back throwing curses at the ceiling and no, you should not rely on the actions of those others when maintaining your well-being but i know, it’s hard sometimes when nobody wants to treat you like you are a human being just looking for that kind love looking for that kind love you feel like you’re becoming your mother what you mean is you understand the anxieties she felt tenderly lashing out at one another now knowing the insecurities you both held just looking for that kind love looking for that kind love cradling our fears till fireflies turn off their glow and then fall asleep in love again fall asleep in love again just looking for that kind love and it’s a long long road to that living frequency and we got some big big mistakes to make along the way set them in stain glass windows build cathedrals to our flaws the spire’s crowned by galaxies see our humanity as beautiful just looking for that kind love looking for that kind love cradling our fears till fireflies turn off their glow and then fall asleep in love again fall asleep in love again just looking for that kind love looking for that kind love just looking for that kind love
3.
in order of preference my preferred disposition would be in 22 minutes the sun would collapse, then react then expand and take us all by surprise leave just enough time to say my goodbyes well i don't want to write a will but thy will, it is mine i have few earthly possessions need no funeral procession because i'll wear the smile oh so heavy oh so heavy cause i'm always running to the great blue atlantic my heart bleeds oceanic in order of preference my preferential resolution would be for you to break my heart break it slow, really get in the stride and show the board you can deliver results, you're a real go getter i'll wear the smile oh so heavy oh so heavy cause i'm always running to the great blue atlantic my heart bleeds oceanic this love feels weird so i simply won't believe it whatever you’re perceiving my sock's aren't even even i'll wear the smile oh so heavy oh so heavy cause i'm always running to the great blue atlantic my heart bleeds oceanic
4.
i hope to be happy i hope to be calm i hope to be somewhat content every morning i wake up and i think to myself oh god, we're doing this again i hope i'll be resilient i hope to brave in the face of another family cancer my mother ‘cites the rosary downstairs but lord, these blesséd words fail me i just want to welcome all the broken people every morning i wake up and drink my silly little oat milk coffee and text my silly little texts and my phone's still on auto correct so i gotta backspace and take my caps out cause i'm too lazy to change the settings too hazy to hum myself to sleep oh my god, we're doing this again i hope to be neurotic go lucky young, upstart, and plucky the anatomically correct beating heart of the party and i could be your vena cava pumping small talk between your trauma while the red stains your new carpet every morning i wake up and drink my silly little oat milk coffee and type my silly little texts and my phone's still on auto correct so i gotta backspace and take all my caps out cause i'm too lazy to change the settings i'm too hazy to hum myself to sleep so i wake up and think to myself oh god, we're doing this again every sunrise, every street sign, every goodbye every moonbeam, every fever dream oh god, we're doing this again every sunrise, every street sign, every goodbye every moonbeam, every fever dream wouldn't you love to be happy? wouldnt you love to go outside for a change and i don't mean in body, i mean embody every morning i wake up and drink my silly little oat milk coffee and type my silly little texts and my phone's still on auto correct so i gotta backspace and take all my caps out cause i'm too lazy to change the settings i'm too hazy to hum myself to sleep so i wake up and think to myself oh god, we're doing this again

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Every Moonbeam Every Feverdream

Track List:
1. Feel So Empty
2. Kind Love
3. Simply Won’t Believe It
4. Doing This Again!

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released November 11, 2022

Recorded at Subfrantic Studios, The Ranch and Alex’s house
Produced and Mixed by Alexander Archer
Mastered by Antony Ryan of RedRedPaw Mastering
Artwork & Design by Jake Greenway (@jsgreenway)
Photography by Chazz Adnitt (@chazzadnitt)
℗ & © Counter Intuitive Records

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